ok.. freaky.. first ting i got into the cab... he went.. boy.. lemme tell u.. take more calcium.. trust me.. u wun regret.. like.. ok? alrite.. he went on and on.. and i dun even wanna bother.. organ rehearsal was ok.. alil boring to begin wif.. but the organ was gd to play on.. but i was kept company.. wif smses.. yea... practically did nth thruout the day... laze around.. cm a little.. yea.. my life.. cant get ani more boring than dis.. argh.. caught kung fu soccer juz now.. lol.. its freaking lame.. yet funni? hahaha.. gawd the guy's hair is wacky enuf as it is.. haha.. well yea.. man utd bs newcastle.. kill myself if i miss dis one.. so yea tts bout it..

i dunno how tings r gonna turn out.. but im praying for the bez.. i mean it wen i say.. there's nth i wan more..

ok... now wad? i s'ppose wad she said is a good ting.. rite?? but wad to do now? gawd i wish theres an easier way to tell her shes the one.. to tell her she's all i ever wanted.. there's nth i want more! the smartest ting i did in dis life was to ask syirah hu's that sweetie pie she's toking to.. pure brilliance! my ideal time out wif her is more of a movie n walking around aimlessly wit her? but i guess lunch is gd enuf.. alrite alrite.. i need to cool myself over a drink.. Geez.. i love her i love her i love her!!!

down with a cold! damn got caught in the rain twice todae... maybe if i wasnt so desperate to get to ginza dis wouldnt happen.. but nahz..it was worth it.. lunch at ginza was freaky wen a couple of hot chicks came for gary's number.. woohoo..yea gary aint interested.. awww..lol
ok went on to the clothes shop.. my cowardlyness got the better of me.. gawd i hate myself.. but tho nth went on.. important ting is to catch wad i realli miss.. n i did.. n it looked and felt awesome.. had a lonely ride home.. before i crawled straight into bed.. my mum wanted me to haf dinner wif her.. but im realli not in the mood.. n there she goes.. blabbering.. these days young ppl...... dun get me started.. alrite yea so much for a day i was looking foward to..
b4 i forget.. thx for the boxers rach..

damn i cant get dis freaking tagboard to work.. i cant tag! dammit.. how the hell did jon manage to tag? lol.. alrite alrite.. ok i finally got my organ.. but i had to bear the shame of walking around plaza sing wif my parents.. but who cares? its worth it.. i got my organ damn it.. 7 years with viscount is enough.. but boy... of all people to serve me.. it has to be a faggot? gawd he is almost gay enough to be my girlfren.. geez.
on my dad's new car for the first time todae.. so much smaller.. but i guess it looks more classy on the outside..
now now.. wad m i s'pose to do? i guess the opportunity has opened up again.. but man i dun wanna do aniting bout it.. wad if i screw up again? besides.. her feelings for me are probably gone? =(.. i cant bear to see her with someone else again.. i need her! gawd im driven nuts!
alrite sg idol is on.. time to catch some daphne.. ciao~

ok.. I finally started wif dis ting called blog.. wth.. im still so confused.. alrite aniwaes.. rachel thanks for setting dis up.. alrite.. realli sucky start to the day, had the most freaking disgusting piece of crap for breakfast.. freaking indians.. lost their touch in roti prata making.. ok den came chores.. i rushed thru it i guess? clean the house in 15? hahah.. who cares.. nobody would know.. soccer was ok.. lacking in numbers though.. decided to screw it n had lunch wif gary.. but somehow..i find myself back at the court.. geezz... well.. now im back home..yea

*rachel* man forget bout him.. its juz not worth it
*?????* gawd i miss you..